In my bubble

my only fear was judgment, but why fear that, because it's inevitable... this is my bubble of struggles, love, life, hope, and dreams...

Friday, May 21, 2010

Image.


So many girls struggle with the same problem that only those who were given that struggle can imagine and understand just how hard it is to fight it.

No, im not bulimic, or anorexic... i love food too much, but I do struggle with one thing im sure many other girls struggle with, and i want to express it whether or not people actually read these blogs .

I struggle with self image. Its quite a silly thing people might think... even I think that, many many times... but it wasn't enough to just tell myself:
" Love your body, and yourself, then others will grow to love you "
" Beauty is in the eye of the beholder "

I'm not a fat girl, Im not skinny, I would call myself chubby, and even being chubby, i really beat myself up for being like that, treating my body that way, which is just eating, Food gives me comfort, but after i just hate myself for it . There are so many things that steam from how i use to be a stick, to now being chubby. Though alot of people may think, " there are so many more ppl in worst situations, how dare you speak about being 'chubby' " but that's not the point,... the fact is that no matter the situation, we're all struggling the same thing, the death gripping pressures of society!... (and for me personally being a dancer with all other skinny as a stick dancers)that's always been the problem, for girls and for guys.

I believe though, that if i look in the mirror everyday, and tell myself "you're beautiful." things might change... lets give it a try.

1 comment:

  1. note: browsing the tv. from Oprah, Dr. Oz, Jamie Oliver... its all about ppl being overweight. wow... we need to change

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