In my bubble

my only fear was judgment, but why fear that, because it's inevitable... this is my bubble of struggles, love, life, hope, and dreams...

Monday, May 30, 2011

i can't get back to how i use to be.. it hurts.................. stupid me............discipline. self control.

Thursday, May 26, 2011

<< Philippians 2:3 >>


New International Version (©1984)

Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves.

New Living Translation (©2007)
Don't be selfish; don't try to impress others. Be humble, thinking of others as better than yourselves.

English Standard Version (©2001)
Do nothing from rivalry or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves.

New American Standard Bible (©1995)
Do nothing from selfishness or empty conceit, but with humility of mind regard one another as more important than yourselves;

International Standard Version (©2008)
Do not act out of selfish ambition or conceit, but with humility think of others as being better than yourselves.


Tuesday, May 10, 2011

It's true, its a never ending cycle.ow

G test tmr. why am i freaking out lol, maybe cause it's expensive and i don't want this to foreshadow my summer school course that i've been thinking about all year.

i totally need to sleep.

juts did a devo. wow, this is the word of God :

James 4:13-17 (New International Version, ©2011)

Boasting About Tomorrow
13 Now listen, you who say, “Today or tomorrow we will go to this or that city, spend a year there, carry on business and make money.” 14 Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. 15 Instead, you ought to say, “If it is the Lord’s will, we will live and do this or that.” 16 As it is, you boast in your arrogant schemes. All such boasting is evil. 17 If anyone, then, knows the good they ought to do and doesn’t do it, it is sin for them.

two things..
1) i cannot boast about tmr which would also include the fact that i also can't say i'm going to fail this G test tmr so that I can feel better about it if I do pass.. nadaa.. why? cuase thats just me boasting about tmr.. if i do or do not pass. It's all in God's hands. so instead.. tmr.. If it is the Lords will. I will live, and do this, or that :)
2) if i don't do what i know i should do, its sin. - a big part of what i've learned this yr.. is that your effort into something is shown by it's results. especially being a student. i'm looking at .. my studies. My online course has started, but i havent budged. yet i also see Orgo classes starting next monday. I'm gonna fail if i dont do this, and i KNOW i should be studying. hence, i better study, cause this is the right thing to do, or else its true that i'm sinning. I'm a student for Christ and im studying for Him, so i must stick to this and do my best so Christ's work can be done, it's quite overwheming, but encouraging to know that yes, this is what i should do, so lets get on it. all that i've learned this yr is encouraging to wrk harder, so i hope i can do this!
I need God so much more, i haven't sought him enough, yet everytime i do, i get the greatest comfort,

so if tmr, the Lord wants me to pass it will happen, i will do this and that for Him. :) nbd! AJAAAAAA

Goodnight :D ill sleep tight~

Friday, May 6, 2011

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

its time to face reality.. time to take action and proceed to whats best right now .. lets keep moving forward and find no other need to look back then if its to remind you of a lesson learned.. let us PRESS ON.

God your presence fill our hearts with contentment peace love strength.

Monday, May 2, 2011

bittersweet