In my bubble

my only fear was judgment, but why fear that, because it's inevitable... this is my bubble of struggles, love, life, hope, and dreams...

Saturday, November 24, 2012

Day and Night

Day and Night I come to You, be pleased with me Lord. This is my prayer... keep me growing, always in a deeper relationship with you, down that narrow road!!

Thursday, November 22, 2012


It gets me down when I’m afraid I spoke the right thing at the wrong time (as there is a time and place for everything-Eccl 3:1) and it doesn’t seem loving to a non-believer.. especially when it’s to a stranger that I’m never going to see again. Yes, there is a sense of regret and guilt but also one of thanks because you learn from your mistakes and you get better…not that it takes away that guilt. Praying,…
Have you ever felt that before? …
Also, the day started off with everyone being in a pit in their life but God I ask of you today that you take us out of this pit and let us look past our life problems. They are really nothing when we see the Cross and what you have done for us! Oh how beautiful it is. Fill us with the spirit and with joy today! :) Keep smiling, rejoice! 

Monday, November 19, 2012


Colossians 3:1-2 " If then you have been raised with Christ, seek the things that are above, where Christ is,seated at the right hand of God. Set your minds on things that are above, not on things that are on earth."

Beauty of scripture. God gives us so much hope! It makes me so joyful when I read this and see what God is telling us. He tells us to seek the things above! and set on our eyes on the things in heaven and not on earth. My goal is to please Him in my life here, my purpose is not to concentrate on what I think would be the best life to live here, but my focus is to live my life each day asking God what I need to do today to glorify Him and please Him. I have NO doubt that He will provide :) Praise God Praise God!!
This hopes put my life into an eternal perspective that noone else can rob me of! hah, im so blessed to have this understanding as my worries go out the window knowing that a powerful King, My Heavenly Father has it all undercontrol

Smile today, knowing this reality of the real home we belong in, Heaven with our Father, Thank you Jesus!


Saturday, November 17, 2012

Overwhelming events.

Lesson learned. Guarding my heart means confrontation at the INSTANT of a red flag. I cant believe how many things are going on in my life right now ... only a couple of ppl know the full story and I hope to keep it that way. You would be surprised with whats going on, I can definitely say that "everything is going wrong". But Praise God because it's amazing how much peaceis placed in my heart despite all that is coming at me at the same time. I just continue to pray to God that He shows me His ways so that I can continue to do His work as He pleases. I trust God with my future in every aspect... it doesn't matter what I become, my goal is not to succeed in this life, but to please Him in this world so that His Kingdom can expand and expand :) . May He be glorified.

Lets continue to make His ways our ways for His glory.
be glorified.

Wednesday, November 14, 2012


My favourite holiday is coming :) im SO excited to spend it with my family and friends. This holiday is such an intimate holiday for me bc there is so much love and meaning during this time, it makes it so special. I'm happy to say that noone but my family and i have spent Christmas together. Hence, Christmas is only filled with good and not bad memories. PTL

Playing justin biebers xmas album gets me so pumped and in a very feel good mood! :) Thank you Jesus, for your Birthday!

Tuesday, November 13, 2012


How are things dropping on me like exploding bombs, one after another after another.

Saturday, November 10, 2012

6 am's

Lord help me tonight, to find rest in You, i've been having such a hard week. sleeping at 6am now, and I have church tmr, yet im a little stressed. not about school. Emotions have been my biggest hurdle this week. Fluctuates way too much. I think its my PMS but boy do I hate this because its actually causing me to really fall and have my schedule messed up. My heart hurts. and I dont know why.. Praying is all I can ever do. Jesus Help me finish choreo and put peace in my heart oh God. I love you, Thank you for your Son. I cant wait for a new morning to praise Your name on high!

On a side note: Guard your little heart Angie. It is not wise to lean on anyone else but Christ. Stay holy surrendered to Christ alone. Be careful who you lean on. Stay Strong and true to yourself.

update: God is amazing and He is sovereign over all things! Praise the Lord! :) After church on sunday, I prayed to Jesus asking Him, " Jesus, if this is your ministry PLEASE GUIDE IT! ... Lord help me make choreo" 10 mins later im pumping out choreo like a monster! :P PRAISE GOD ! so cool! while It took me all of saturday night to fight for choreo for the short chorus, i had nothing for the verse in which God showed me in 20 minutes! He is good! So Good! I would not be able to do that myself, God is good!! :)

Hello Again...

How much can happen in a years time? Alot.

As I re-read every single post from this blog I look back and wonder how much I have or have not changed. Reading my past memories have produced an overwhelming sense of pain in my heart. From all my private blogs to the happy experiences that are now only mere memories of the present. Find rest in Christ. For the product of all those memories in Christ last forever in my heart. :) Those memories are the ones that reoccur and I fall in love again and again with my Saviour. He is beauty. He is love ~

It feels like it's been a really long time since I've blogged here but I can't believe its only been a year. Its overwhelming how much you can change, learn, experience in a year. Overload of joy and sadness at the same time. I'm fearfully trying to once again be vulnerable with this blog. It'll take me some time but I want to be, so that I can show you how broken and weak I am. Only then can you see my true happiness in Christ alone. He is my Saviour and He saves me from my tears, pain and sorrow. He is real. He is alive. He is Mighty. He is Good. He is Just. He is all that I live for because in Him I find all comfort and joy!

All Glory to Jesus Christ Our Lord. May you be blessed by my future blogs to come.