HELL week

Just as I was about to post a very depressing blog about this horrible upcoming week with 4 exams, dance 3x a week, and other extra's that i've already cut out, and not to mention mother nature that HAD to land today... and about to reread it and post it...

I heard a knock from my door.
It didn't come to my surprise that it was none other than MY Obba,

God answers prayers, and prior to this blog posting and thought dwelling process, I was doing my devo on Job, and his struggles and putting his case up to God. God knew my thoughts at this moment, every part of it. From wanting my special one to pray for me and for him to be there, to wanting care and hugs that would make me feel a little better, every little detail. My Obba's very sacrificial, with a 9am Biz exam, he ran to my place gasping to make sure I was alright.

and so instead of choosing to delete that blog, i decided to rewrite my night... my week!...
Thank you Lord for providing and giving me hope and listening to my Prayers <3 all glory to You!
Thank you for such a beautiful night,

YOU KNOW YOU LOOK LIKE CRAP WHEN..

you know you are starting to look like crap during exam times when...

ppl tell you ,... hey, you look different.....
and the more obvious... you look sooo tired..

but definitely the " you look different" one goes off the charts for .. "you look like crap. what happened?"

*sighh.. what exams do to you

lol.

Exam time are so tiring... These cycles of exams are inevitable since I never find myself fully prepared to have a nice median everyday. instead I cram, and cram, and cram... so i guess I can't complain since I did put it on myself.

My parents once shared about a sermon they heard, as they were talking to other adults. I overheard and since then I couldn't forget what they learned form that sermon. To be Thankful in ALL circumstances. that's one KEY thing in living a life as a Christian and I don't doubt it. :)

Though my first exam, i'm not quite happy, i really am happy about the peace that God's given in my heart for the exam, Brothers and sisters around me are just so encouraging. From txt's and emails and everything from everyone, and prayers it's such a blessing ! and God def. helped me study and stay concentrated for the last few days. Im still very thankful and blessed, its all I can be. and so as i go through this crazy prep week for the 4 exams i have next week, I don't doubt God wont be with me, becuase He is constant and forever faiithful. <3

What a blessing,
Thank-You

definitely ready to play some UF.

at the mean time, totally will be working wokring wkring! every day and every night :) ! WOOO :D lets LEARNN , yes i'm making this a happy blog., i must learn to serve God through everyhting, and not just try to get my work done ,then serve. i can do both simultaneously! <3
anGie.

you know, those days that just suck sometimes,... ya, mine feels pretty sucky right now...

from a horrible horrible dream, to lack of sleep, unfinished prelabs and a load of work to think about, to time flying, and a joke i can't handle because of my insecurity, and sweating in the heat of the kitchen, and cleaning it all up, to a bad way to end off the night...

all said and done,,
lets stay up, just cause./ life can sometimes be depresssing, gotta read the WORD.

pray. pray. pray.

discipline.

retreat

There's so much i need to wrk on,... i need to be better than this, for God's glory and His alone.

This weekend i've learned several things, one of which reminds me never to judge a person for how they are. So many ppl come from dif. backgrounds, and you never know wat they've gone through or is going through in their life...you can only love them for being them. This just reminds me of how much i dont like hearing what others have to say about another person, I prefer to smile and accept them for everything they are. Its not like i haven't said anything about others before, I'm definitely guilty of that, but this is one thing i really hope to change and as I ask God for this change, i know He can transform me from the inside out. I only want to show others a display of God's love in its best fashion. But i know it'll only be a mere glimpse of the real thing. Help me. Change me. Meditate on your words.

Lord help me hold on, and teach me how to Love like you do.

"The foremost is, 'Hear, O Israel! The Lord our God is one Lord; and you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind, and with all your strength.' "The second is this, 'You shall love your neighbor as yourself.' There is no other commandment greater than these." (NAS, Mark 12:28-31)

But I tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you
- Matthew 5:44

Thank you to my housemate Billie :)
I was reminded this week of something very important,
Love isn't about feelings.

Love is a choice you make. Sometimes it's hard to love, but God tells people to love even their enemies the same way, the only way to love them is by choice, not by your feelings-- that would be impossible wouldn't it.

Feelings fade, but Love is forever, naturally that already concludes that the two can't last together forever but Christ is forever... Christ is love, the only definition.

Therefore, Love is a decision. It is a choice you make, not a feeling that fades

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son to die for us on the cross, so that those who believe in Him will not perish but have eternal life John 3:16

The choice is yours! I choose to love, and i want to learn to love better, cherishing all the relationships in my life. esp my family.