i realize i love typing out my prayers... i do, these are for myself if you're not interested that cool :)..less ppl knowing my deepest cries..

Lord, fill me and surround me with good and perfect things to look upon, great inspirations so that i may stay away from temptation and seek better things in life! to grow and be a blessing and inspiration to others for your glory! keep me strong!!!

And now, dear brothers and sisters, one final thing. Fix your thoughts on what is true, and honorable, and right, and pure, and lovely, and admirable. Think about things that are excellent and worthy of praise.
- Phillipians 4:8

Amen.

time to seek my independence again..

i need to be stronger than this, why and how have i come here?.... im not like this... at all... unless if this is a part of me that i've never came to realize was true... God help me. your broken child.

teach me, lead me, please speak to me at church today Heavenly Papps' <3 please and thank you, cause i need you, and i know my hearts content is not to let my problems affect others.. i don't know what has happened... but for those that i've affected, may they not feel any burden or stress because of me ... restore me, and protect me, i love you Daddy, Help me obey. Open my ears, and eyes, and Heart to you .. thank you, :) xoxo.

Eye for Eye Matthews 5:38-42

God's an encouraging God ....
This chapter of Matthew really encourages to do more than you can for others.. sure this is talking mainly about what you do when someone persecutes you/ harms you/ forces you to do things, THEN your rxn is to do more than they expect, but overall it somehow teaches me and encourages me that when you do something for someone. GO BEYOND. the bare minimum is to finish that task fully (ie, like.. cook for them, and to " finish the task" is to put it on a plate and serve it to them"... remind you, seriously thats obviously bare minimum, cause you dont just cook and say "ya, go get it yourself" to me, its only normal,
but these verses somehow reminds me to go beyond, so ... ex. you can say, collecting and washing the dishes for them) obviously this is an easy pessy example that can be done like everyday, but you get what i mean :T ...

Serving others is an art. the art to serve others comes with practice too! ... its more than just doing, because when you're heart is in it for God, knowing that serving others is serving God, you would go beyond and not boast, not complain, but do it willingly...
:) so let us do more than expected, God did immensely more..by sacrificing it ALL. his Life, and we were the least the deserve this, we are like a speck of dirt, and love because God loved us first..:)

³⁸ “You have heard that it was said, ‘Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.’^{b]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[b]} ³⁹ But I tell you, do not resist an evil person. If anyone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to them the other cheek also. ⁴⁰ And if anyone wants to sue you and take your shirt, hand over your coat as well. ⁴¹ If anyone forces you to go one mile, go with them two miles. ⁴²Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you.
-Matthew 5: 38-42

rule #4

billie says " no complaining or whining" ...
and so i must stop whining now, cause theres NO TIME. for me to do such a thing. i really know nothing for monday. this whole morning was constant.. copying.. and not understanding. thats no good..

so lets get to it Angie.. you've slacked enough you need to concentrate. you need to be hardworking and no procrastination because its a sin (laziness=sin), becuase i have a task to do right now, and i must fulfill it because it's what God wants me to do, yet im not doing. so i must stop. and because i love God so i must stop this, i have no time to slack anyways, unless if i dont want to try my best to get into honors spec's.

GO.HO.GO.

(hahhahaa wow.. i amuse myself.)

lacking the words to express how BLESSED I AM :)

peace in my heart atm... this morning i woke up a little sick in the stomach, i wanted to throw up, even still now, i have that gutty feeling, but its ok, my exams over and now its time to study for fridays exam! ... its alot! butt.. its ok...

hm... yet, apart of me really wishes to just be able to read God's word and study it for as long as i wish, but i feell like right now is not the time to do so because i am reminded that i must praise Him in my studies! ... :) he will give me the time to read, ..i already did this morning, but.. hmm.. i just want to sit and read. im slow, but i love it . "you only dont like reading if you're reading the wrong stuff" is what a teacher once said to our gr 8 class... its true, hah

o well, now back to exams! thanks for this peace and the wonderful refreshin nap i just took in taylor God, and for your Grace, forgiveness, LOVE. you're the best..for those that dont know you, i pray they do, cause THEY'RE TOTALLY MISSING OUT! <3 let them see you and not me in all i do so that i can bring them closer to them, i'd love to share the BEST part of my life with them!

anGie.