In my bubble

my only fear was judgment, but why fear that, because it's inevitable... this is my bubble of struggles, love, life, hope, and dreams...

Saturday, June 11, 2011

its harder than i thought.. can anybody hear her... i feel so alone and isolated .. today will not be a day to study.. i just want to sleep right now .... to the bed i go ~
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on this low low day, i was reminded to rejoice, but also to mourn!... for Blessed are those who mourn for they will be comforted <3..on this saturday, i was able to have a few caring friends ask me how i was and surprisingly the two were nonchristians and one was a brother in Christ..
I know i have many friends.. but why is it, that when things get tough like this... and you can break any second of the day.. only one nonchristian freind can consistently remind you and ask you if you're ok, and tell you that if you need anyhting, they will be there... i have the friends that encourage once in a while. but noone understands that while this is happening... you can break any second, you really want someone there by yourside not be there only for that one time wishing you are ok. but reallly asking you are you ok ?.. and asking you and reminding you that they are there.. consistently.... im not blaming anyone, but really its hard to believe thats all.. it made me realized like.. who really is there. who really cares. and mostly who doesn't... are ppl just scared to ask you how you are? ...
usually i have so much feed back from random things i post but when something serious pop's up. noone dares to come near you..
harsh but,
i just wanted to tell it how it is, wishing that this body of Christ will strengthen and wake up. ~speaking to myself too, good lessons to learn ~

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